I crave happiness...but I`m always questioning my happiness, is my happiness fair to the other side of happiness? Is it fair that happiness might be part of someone elses life?
The most common phrase I hear is "damn, I wish things were different, your amazing...blah blah blah.." Why cant people just blocked there emotions like i do on a day to day basis and take it one day at a time, who knows i might make it worth the wait.
I found someone...I have to put a wall up with my emotions, because I hate getting excited about something thats just going to let me down. I blocked my heart by not limiting myself to one guy. If I dont get attached they cant hurt me.
But he is different, the way he makes me laugh, how obnoxious he is, how freaking sexy he is, I cant help but wake up and think about him and dream about him at night. DAMN IT!
I want this happiness to continue, but is it fair?
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